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a lot of these guys never had fathers in their lives so the idea of being a father is unfathomable because they had never known how to be a father because they had no frame of preference" "this is life with lisa ling" starts now. it's early spring in richmond, virginia and terrance williams is an hour away from the most meaningful day of his life. >> a tie, going to look good. >> the city of richland is hosting a father daughter dance for terrance and 12 other dads. >> man, i feel like money. >> but there is a catch. these men are inmates of the richmond jail, and this dance will be the first time terrance's daughter takayla will have seen him in eight months.
how do you feel about the fact your dad has been in jail? >> like when he goes away, i have my personality with him. >> there are 2.5 million americans behind bars. more than half of them are parents and while fathers do time, the families they leave behind serve sentences of their own. the richmond jail is hoping connecting inmates with their kids can turn their lives around, but is one dance enough? >> i never want to dance with my daughter again in jail. ♪
♪ ♪ ♪ 150 years ago, richmond, virginia was the capital of the confederacy, the losing side of the civil war. but today, the victory over slavery can seem like a broken promise. the united states incarcerates more of its citizens than any other nation and no one has been harder hit than black men and the loved ones they leave behind. while incore ration effects entire families, we'll focus on a relationship that is overlooked, incarceration of dads and daughters and we're in one community making that relationship a priority. today i'm at the richmond city justice center, the local jail. >> there you go. >> thank you. >> for the next week, i'll get to know a group of men here.
not just as inmates but as fathers like terrance williams. >> i'm locked up more than i'm on the street and when i'll on the street, i still don't even build a relationship with my children. i'm trying to learn how to be a better father or just be a father period. >> 33-year-old terrance is serving time for possession of drugs with intent to distribute. for the next year, this cell block is home. >> welcome to my humble palace. >> this is it. >> this is where i sleep. this is my bed. my radio, my bible, you know. i've got a lot of books and stuff up under here. >> you're so organized. >> yeah. you know, i guess i get that from my mom. >> do you have photos here? >> yes, i do. i have a few photos. actually just got these. that's my youngest boy right
there, terrance junior. that's takaya, the youngest daughter there. this is my sweet heart here, takayla, turned into a lady. i watch takayla come out the wom womb. i used to sing "that's daddy's ba baby ♪ . i used to put her to bed every night. >> do you still feel like you know her? >> not like i used to. being locked up crushed the relationship with all my children. >> terrance was born in richmond and raised by his mother and grandparents. his father left the family before terrance was born. despite that, he says his early years were happy ones. he was a straight a student with big dreams of becoming a professional football player. >> i had offers from nc state and i was looking forward to the next step in my life.
>> so what happened? >> i was, you know, smoking marijuana a lot, drinking, hanging with the wrong crowd and i failed two classes. i needed to play football the first game and they tell me i can't play. so that kind of crushed me. >> soon after, terrance dropped out of high school, by age 19 he was dealing and using heroin, cocaine and ecstasy. in his mid 20s, he started getting caught. and between arrests, he fathered five children. how many mothers? >> four mothers. >> how did that happen? >> now, that's where the getting high and not being focused and on point play a part, being careless. if this don't wake me up, i don't know what will. >> the richmond city justice
center is home to 1200 inmates. jail officials say the vast majority are black males who never graduated high school. >> who bring us here? >> god. >> on the jail's sixth floor, there is an effort underway to keep these men from coming back. >> i didn't know any positive way except to drink or get high or run. >> it's called the real program, a daily regular minute of addiction treatment and high school classes. inmates must apply for one of the program's 200 slots. terrance made the cut. >> what age does parenting stop? >> never. >> it don't stop for me for real. >> a couple months ago he was selected to join a brand-new program, an eight-week course on how to be a better father. >> if i'm out here selling drugs and my daughter, she can tell by my lifestyle what i'm doing, how hard is it going to be for her to grow up and be fond of somebody her age who is selling
drugs? >> the 13 men in this room are here on a variety of charges but all of them struggle with substance abuse and each of them has from two to seven children. twice a week, they meet with health department counselor clearance harris. what is the fatherhood curriculum. >> often times the men who participate in these programs didn't have a father in the household to teach them the lessons that a father should. they honestly want to make a change in the person that they were, but they really don't have a road map to do that. how does this exercise make us feel inside when we were working on it? it's an environment where the men can get very vulnerable with each other. >> i feel like i got to change and do something different. >> was it tugging at you? >> yeah, every time i think about my daughter. >> okay.
♪ ♪ >> i feel like a part of me is missing because i never had my father in my life. getting high and getting high and getting high, that's how i'm dealing with it. no matter how many excuses i try to make, the fact is i'm not there for my children. >> when fathers like terrance get locked up, it falls to their wives, girlfriends and mothers to raise their children. and three miles away on the north side of richmond, terrance's ex is holding down the house. >> hi, baby, how was school today? >> do you know a lot of other women in the same situation as you, who don't have father of their children in their lives? >> i do. a lot of women are receiving public assistance and most men are incarcerated and when they come out, they aren't able to position themselves to help their families.
>> kenisha lives with her mother yolanda and her children. two of them are terrances. how do you feel about the fact that your dad has been in jail? >> at first, i was kind of disappointed because when he goes away, half my personality went with him and when he comes back, my personality comes back and i'm always me when he's around, and then i heard that he was trying to get better and stuff and i was sort of excited. i know he's going to keep trying so he doesn't go back in there. >> how do you know that? >> i trust my father and i trust that he's going to keep trying. >> takayla is a cheerleader. she and takaya are honor
students. as they get holder, the stakes will rise. daughters of absent fathers are significantly more likely to drop out of school and get pregnant as teens. to keep their relationship alive, the city of richmond is trying something extraordinary, a father daughter dance in jail. how many of you are really nervous about the dance? >> can i put two hands up? [ laughter ] >> what are you most nervous about? >> i can't dance. [ laughter ] >> i never danced with my daughter before. going to be the first time she ever seen her daddy in a suit. >> are you emotional about it? >> yeah, you can say that, yeah. >> i was locked up when my child was born, and i was just barely there and she's 4 years old now. >> so you don't really even know your daughter that well? >> no, ma'am. really, i don't know nothing
about her for real. >> i believe that building a healthy relationship with my children is important, whereas before i didn't really think about it. this dance is an opportunity for me to get to know my daughter for who she is and the chance to build a relationship and bond that we didn't have in the beginning. kid: hey dad, who was that man? dad: he's our broker.
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across america, black communities are in crisis. a recent study found that over 1 million african american men have disappeared from society. for hundreds of thousands among them, the cause is incarceration. at the richmond city justice center, 52-year-old aziz scott is one of these men. >> i first got locked up at age 14. i've been back and forth most of my life. deputy, i'm ready for cell inspection. i hear the term institutionalize and ask myself the question, can i survive in jail but can't survive on the street? >> he estimates he's been
incarcerated more than 20 times, every charge drug related. the downward spiral began with the death of his father when aziz was 13 years old. >> it's 14 of us in our family. we stayed in like a three-bedroom dump, you know, and it was hard. so i left like at 14 to go stay with my older brother, and i started selling drugs. once i start making money, i seen it as a way for me to help my mom. >> when did you become a drug addict? >> i smoked and sniffed crack at age 14. i ended up being homeless, staying in people's backyards, abandoned buildings. everybody i took to for guidance, they was in the street. they was in the drug gang. >> have you ever had a job aziz? >> off and on but what they pay
me in a week i could make in a day selling drugs, you know, so. >> aziz had his first son when he was 21 years old. he had a daughter with another woman a few years later. for most of his children's lives, aziz was absent, consumed by his addiction. then in 2007, his life seemed to take a turn for the better when he met tya. >> this is my wedding reception, this picture here. >> they eventually married but all the while aziz was hooked on heroin. >> i was like, maybe, i can be some type of backbone for you to help you and he was like okay, we're going to do this together and then a minute later, somebody calls his phone he out the door. come on. >> aziz got picked up for
selling drugs a year ago. without the income he brought in from dealing, tya scrapes by with the help of her family. she spends most of their day caring for her 3-year-old son aziz junior but the housing project where they live is a hard place to raise kids. >> every two minutes you always hearing gunshots or seeing somebody fighting. the last home side happened yesterday. >> yesterday somebody was killed? >> yeah. >> how do you protect your kids? >> me and my babies, we stay in the house. i don't want to keep them locked in. i want them to be able to go outside and play, but this neighborhood can't do that. >> tya allows one exception. her 8-year-old daughter deandra can walk home from the bus stop
after school. so let's see what you want to wear to the dance? >> in just a few days, he will reunite with aziz at the father daughter dance. >> pretty. >> it will be the first time they will be together in nearly a year. so are you going to wear this? >> i might. >> you have another option? let me see this one. deandra this one is so cute, too. your mom really wants you to wear it, doesn't she? >> yes, but i don't want to. >> who do you think will win the battle of the dresses? >> me. or my mom. [ laughter ] >> have you ever been to a dance before? never? >> i'm going to be the only one that don't know how to dance. >> no, you won't. there is definitely a dad that
doesn't know how to dance, trust me. do you have anything planned out for the night? like what? >> a big hug. and a kiss on the cheek and the other cheek. >> what has it been like for you since your dad has been in jail? >> hard. i miss him. how has aziz' absence affected deandra? >> she close herself in. every time i try to get her to open up to me, she's like i just want him home. >> aziz won't be home for six more months, but he's determined to put that time to use. in the year he's been locked up, he's gotten clean and he makes a point to write his family regularly. >> i want to see my son grow up. i want to see my daughter grow up. i owe myself at least a chance
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at the richmond jail, preparations are underway. >> taper the back. >> i need my curls. >> the students of the fatherhood program are getting ready for something special. >> make me look good. that's all. >> i got you. >> the opportunity to reconnect with their daughters at the jail's father daughter dance. >> make sure that y'all hold your seat for your ladies and have them to sit down. >> the big day is tomorrow so the jail invited the butlers from the governor's mansion for a lesson on etiquette. >> and napkin always stay in your lap. >> so don't put the napkin up here? >> no. [ laughter ] >> whose here that does not know how to tie a tie?
>> i. >> i. >> all right. you take the tie and stick it over your head like this. under -- >> classes like this aren't simply a rehearsal for the upcoming dance. they are meant to teach life skills and develop the confidence of the jail's residents. >> that's how y'all want it to look, that triangle. >> this is how you want it to look. >> these moments allow a man like terrance to i'm mamagine a better future. >> i'm sure you tried to do the right thing before. what makes this difference? >> me being in the program, i started to see things in a different light. the only thing that come out of getting high and selling drugs is jail, institutions or death and i've been in jails, institution, the only thing left for me is death. i feel like man, this is my life. my life depend on this.
>> for 52-year-old aziz, the months he's been in the program have been pivotal. >> i came in angry. i thought people was going to look at me like i was weak if i showed them the vulnerable side of me, and this came to the realization that i could change but will i have that opportunity, you know what i'm saying to share with my family? >> for the time being, the only chance aziz has his chance to share progress with his family is through brief weekly visitations. >> you can go to booth 40. take the phone off the hook. >> while tya and the kids are in the lobby, aziz is up on the sixth floor. >> hello? >> hey. >> hi. >> what's up, little daddy. >> the technology helps maintain security and keeps contraband from entering the facility. >> can you talk on here? >> yeah, i'm talking on here
now. put the phone on your ear. >> it means dads like aziz can't hug their families. >> stop. >> shhh. >> let me talk to your sister. i'm going to talk back to you. let me talk to your sister. hey, what's up lil mamma. ? you got your dress and everything ready? >> me and mom having a fight about that. >> my shoe and shirt will be matching what you got on so when we walk down the red carpet we'll look nice. >> yeah. >> you going to teach me some of the latest dance? >> how about you teach me some dance? >> all right. you going to follow my lead? >> yeah. >> all right. that's what's up then. put mommy on the phone. >> for aziz, these visits are bittersweet. >> what you doing, mama? a reminder what he missed in his child's lives. >> are you teaching them stuff
in the house like his whole name and stuff? >> he knows his name and how to spell it. >> he know how to spell his name, too. >> the jail limits visitation to 30 minutes, time that goes by all too quickly. >> i love you. i appreciate you. and i thank you for having my back. let me just sit here and look at you and riminess for a couple minutes until, until the screen go blank. >> i love you, too, baby. >> all right. tell my babies i love them. >> how has your addiction affected your family? >> oh, man, i was never sober for any of my kids, never. >> so when deandra comes here
for the dance, it's going to be the first time she ever sees you sober? >> yeah. >> what are you thinking about? >> just scared. scared something happens to them on the street. scared to not be successful for my family. i don't want to fail no more. don't want to come back here. >> i can understand why aziz is so scared. they live in a dangerous environment. there's no doubt that aziz wants to change. there is absolutely no doubt,
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been waiting for. >> try to picture the dance happening, and i just see tables with like cloth on top and flowers in the middle. >> come on, ms. mablean. >> my dad pick me up and squeeze me really tight. >> the father daughter dance at the richmond jail is starting in less than an hour. >> you need to walk with your head up and walk straight. >> i try. >> terrance's mom debra will be takayla's ride. >> you look beautiful. your daddy is going to cry and hold you and not want to let you go. >> the dance is a partnership between the jail, the health department, the richmond family and fatherhood initiative and girls for a change, a non-profit dedicated to empowering young women. the conference room on the jail's second floor is fitted as
a dance hall. >> can't wait to put that suit on, man. >> you didn't get no sleep, did you. >> up on the sixth floor, the men are getting ready. >> here you go. >> thank you. >> yes, sir. >> the suits were loaned by local charities. this is the first time most of these men have ever worn one. >> yeah. >> man, i feel like money. >> for "gq" coming out in april. >> at ten past 1:00, the daughters arrive. >> daddy, daddy, wow. excited. >> they are moments away from being reunited with the most important men in their lives. some of them haven't seen their fathers in over a year so as you can imagine, a pretty exciting
moment. how are you guys feeling? >> good. >> excited. >> yeah? >> we ready. >> are you nervous? >> yeah, past nervous. >> you-all look amazing. really, really amazing. >> get back in line behind in the front. where y'all going? >> i'm hoping when she see me, she would call me daddy, come running to me. >> they coming in right now? >> 30 seconds she said. >> 30 seconds. >> something i want, somebody. >> all ready to go. let's go. we're going to see our dads. smile. >> awe. ♪ ♪
[ applause ] [ laughter ] >> look at you. what? you look like a grown lady. how are you doing, baby? are you okay? huh? i miss you. ♪ ♪ >> after months apart, these men and their children will spend the next three hours together. >> they put makeup on me and i messed it up. >> that's fine. i ain't worried about that.
>> for your birthday, do something nice. >> give a round of applause for anthony bowers and his beautiful daughter. mr. darrius, washington and his lovely daughter. mr. terrance william and his princess. we have aziz scott and deandra scott. >> dads and daughters take their seats. but despite everyone's excitement, things feel awkward. >> for fathers and daughters, like no time elapsed and they are having a great time. for some they are sitting there and not communicating with each other. but when you think about it, some of these daughters don't even know their fathers. >> are you okay?
>> i want to go. >> for 25-year-old guy and his 4-year-old daughter diamond, the moment is overwhelming. the jail calls her mom to take her home. >> all right. excuse us. the dads could use a little help. >> one, two, three, fatherhood. so the dance organizers have an ice breaker planned. >> just don't leave the room. don't come to the sixth floor with him. >> give me an a. >> a, you got your a, you got your a. >> give me an e. >> e, you got your e, you got your e. >> give me an e. >> you got your e, you got your e. >> give me a w. >> in case you're wondering, the guys are spelling out a new
>> with just an hour left, the dance is in full swing. while most of the fathers and daughters are on the floor, one pair hangs back. >> i want to dance, no, stay with you. play with the little girls, no, i want to stay with you. she was trying to hold on. spend as much time with me as she can. ♪ ♪ >> for a brief moment, these 13 men can forget where they are and what they have done to get
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i need all the fathers on one side of the carpet and all the daughters on the other side. make sure your daughter lines up across from you, okay? >> at the richmond jail, the dance is coming to an end and the fathers are leaving their daughters with a parting gift. >> this line here for me is called a line of commitment. on the mirror, you write what you want your daughter to see and know, herself worth, her value, how precious she is as she looks into the mirror, you know this is how my daddy sees me, so this is what i know i am. >> i know in this world, it is crazy, that you need somebody to protect you and love you. no one in this world is going to
protect you and love you like i will. >> i love you, pappi. >> i love you, too. >> oh, man, prepare for this. i'll be home soon and promise not to miss any more birthdays. i love you. >> love you, too. >> come here lil mama. come to daddy. you know you mean the world to me, right? >> uh-huh. >> just be good, look at mommy and i'll be home soon and if you ever need anything, just let me know and i promise, once i get home i'll never leave your side, okay? >> uh-huh. >> give me kiss. >> my baby. >> i wrote a little poem for you. takayla, me without you is like a sun with no sky, a bird that can't fly, a river that runs dry
and dreams with in try. me without you is like icing with no cake, patience and no wait and destine with no fate. the fact is, there is no me without you. i'll always be there for you, okay? i'm going to do better, i promise you. it's going to be all right. smile for me and be >> spend some time together. i promise i won't miss no more, okay? i love you.
>> what did this day mean to you? >> beautiful day. best day i've seen in a while. >> i feel like i bonded with my daughter just now, man. >> to go back and get changed? >> yeah. yeah. out of the suit, back into another suit. >> thanks, terrence. >> thank you. >> good luck. >> all right. >> there were so many moments today, i totally forgot i was in a jail. it was just a group of fathers and their daughters laughing together, crying together. >> back to reality. >> the thing that got me was every time i looked in aziz's
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today in richmond, virginia, after months of classes and treatment, a group of students is celebrating a milestone. it is a big day in the richmond city justice center. today, 30 men are going to be graduating from their programs. for some of them like aziz and terrence, it is the first time they ever graduated from anything. in attendance are some of the men's parents, wives and girlfriends, including terrence's mom deborah and aziz's wife. >> how are you feeling? >> scared. >> it is like a real accomplishment to me right now.
>> feels good to just do something positive and feel right. >> good morning, everyone. this is a very special day. it is your day. >> c.t. woody jr. speaks first. >> no matter how rough or hard your life has been, you know from being in here that you are still somebody. don't look back. >> i'm aziz. a little nervous, man. got to bear with me, man. learned a lot. most of all opportunity to do it right this time. >> this program added structure to my life. so now i can be productive. not only for myself, but for my children. >> i like to thank my mom for being really great mom,
always -- [ applause ] >> aziz scott. guy benevald. terrence williams. >> one by one, the 13 graduates of the fatherhood program received their diplomas. >> i'm so proud of you. >> i love you. >> i love you too. >> i got a lot to work on. and i'm glad i have opportunity, you know. because a lot of people don't get another chance at life. and i just thank god for my chance to do it again.
>> may i suggest condoms too? >> yeah, i've been using those. so, yes, condoms is needed. buy me some when i get out, my first pack. >> my wife told me something that i haven't heard from nobody in a long time. i'm proud of you. make me feel like i'm worth something. they want to see me do it. i have to walk my ways and actions now. i got to prove it to them.
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