so this is willem dafoe, oscar—nominated willem dafoe — as we discovered recently, pronounces name with dutch g van gogh, towards the later period of his life... is that how it... i went to the museum in amsterdam, i said to somebody van gogh or van gogh and they said neither, pronounces name with dutch g, van gogh? in the film, they mispronounce it. laughs so we get his real life and his tussles with madness and with incarceration but also julian schnabel is attempting to show us the world that he saw through his paintings visually represented. here's a clip. i'm telling you, you have to look inside. you keep saying look inside, i get it, i do. you keep repeating yourself. what do you think i'm doing? i don't invent the picture. i don't need to invent the picture. i find it already in nature. ijust have to free it. alright. i'm just saying first think about your surface and how the paint will sit on it. get control over what you're doing. maybe you should work inside more. i spent all my life alone in a room. i need to go out and work, to forget myself. i want to be out of control. i n